This is a poem DS Maolalai.
and he had thought
that he could easily
have been a decent painter
if only he’d been driven
to paint.
but there they were,
sitting by the sofa,
bought in a fit
of unfocused ambition –
the box of oils
and the three
small canvases,
purchased on the day
he’d taken from work
with a burst
of stupid confidence. time
he’d thought, to conquer
another artform. but the thing
was, once they were there,
all the pictures
were gone. all the ideas,
the artistry – the way image
comes with movement, like a boat
on choppy water.
and he’d seen people paint –
a very technical process.
he saw the colour,
and it was blue,
but how could blue
apply to him
and his dumb fingers
and hands? better
leave it somewhere
for someone
else to find. poetry, so easy to write down.
imagery
more technical.
you need training.
S Maolalai has been nominated seven times for Best of the Net and three times for the Pushcart Prize. His poetry has been released in two collections, “Love is Breaking Plates in the Garden” (Encircle Press, 2016) and “Sad Havoc Among the Birds” (Turas Press, 2019).